The Bandana He Never Took Back

Chapter 3

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And Cole remained in his booth.

He watched quietly.

When Jenny passed him, he said,

“Careful.”

She smiled.

“I am.”

“Good.”

She walked away.

Then stopped.

She turned.

“Cole?”

“Yeah?”

“You said everybody drops something.”

He nodded.

“What did you drop?”

The question caught him completely off guard.

For several seconds, he didn't answer.

Then he looked at the bandana tied around her knee.

“My daughter.”

Jenny's eyes filled.

Cole looked away.

“I should've been there.”

“Were you?”

“No.”

“She called me.”

His voice cracked.

“I didn't answer.”

Jenny sat beside him.

“Why?”

“I was angry.”

“About what?”

“Something stupid.”

He closed his eyes.

“I don't even remember what I was angry about.”

Jenny didn't speak.

Cole continued.

“She called three times.”

His hands tightened around the cup.

“I didn't answer.”

“Cole…”

“She left a voicemail.”

He swallowed.

“I listened to it the next morning.”

Jenny felt tears sliding down her cheeks.

“What did she say?”

Cole stared at the table.

“She said…”

His voice broke.

“She said, ‘Dad, call me when you wake up.’”

Silence.

“That was it.”

He looked at Jenny.

“Six words.”

He gave a tiny, broken smile.

“I've spent twenty years wishing for one more.”

Jenny reached across the table.

She put her hand over his.

Cole looked down at their hands.

Nobody had touched him like that in years.

Not without pity.

Not without fear.

Just kindness.

“You didn't know,” Jenny whispered.

“No.”

“You thought you had tomorrow.”

Cole nodded.

“Everyone thinks they have tomorrow.”

That afternoon, Jenny finished her shift.

Cole was still there.

He had ordered another coffee.

This one he actually drank.

When Jenny came to clear the table, he reached into his pocket.

He pulled out a photograph.

It was old.

Faded.

A young girl stood beside a motorcycle.

She had wild brown hair.

A huge smile.

And a black-and-white bandana tied around her head.

Jenny stared.

“That's Lily.”

“She was beautiful.”

“She was trouble.”

Jenny smiled.

“I can tell.”

Cole laughed.

“She once stole my motorcycle.”

“What?”

“She was twelve.”

“You let a twelve-year-old steal your motorcycle?”

“She didn't actually get it started.”

“Oh.”

“She pushed it down the driveway.”

Jenny laughed.

Cole smiled.

For a moment, his face looked younger.

“You loved her.”

“More than anything.”

“What happened to her bandana?”

Cole looked at Jenny's knee.

“That's it.”

Jenny's breath caught.

“You carry it everywhere?”

“For twenty years.”

“Why?”

He looked at the photograph.

“I don't know.”

Then he smiled.

“Maybe because letting go felt like losing her twice.”

Jenny sat beside him.

“I think she would want you to keep living.”

Cole's eyes became wet.

“You think so?”

“I do.”

“You didn't know her.”

“No.”

Jenny looked at the photograph.

“But I know what daughters do.”

Cole smiled.

“What do they do?”

“They make their fathers crazy.”

He laughed.

“She definitely did that.”

“They make messes.”

“She was an expert.”

“They make mistakes.”

“Many.”

“And they leave things behind.”

Cole looked at the bandana.

“Yes.”

Jenny touched the cloth.

“Maybe she didn't leave this behind.”

Cole looked at her.

“Maybe she left it for you to find.”

He didn't answer.

Three weeks passed.

Jenny returned to school.

Part-time.

She was terrified.

She thought she was too old.

She thought she had forgotten everything.

She thought everyone else would be smarter.

But she enrolled anyway.

The first day, she almost turned around.

Then she remembered Cole.

Difficult isn't the same as impossible.

So she walked inside.

She continued working at the diner.

And every Thursday morning, Cole came in.

Same booth.

Same coffee.

Same quiet smile.

Jenny always saved him the seat.

Sometimes they talked.

Sometimes they didn't.

He told her stories about Lily.

The pancake disaster.

The motorcycle incident.

The time Lily dyed her hair blue without telling her parents.

The day she brought home a stray dog.

The night she convinced Cole to dance in the kitchen.

Jenny laughed at every story.

And slowly, Cole began remembering Lily without only remembering how she died.

That was the greatest change.

For twenty years, every memory had led to the hospital.

Now some memories led to laughter.

One morning, Jenny asked,

“Do you still ride?”

Cole looked at his coffee.

“Not much.”

“Why?”

“Too many memories.”

Jenny understood.

“Maybe you need a new one.”

He smiled.

“Maybe.”

On a cold Sunday morning, Cole arrived at the diner.

But Jenny wasn't there.

He noticed immediately.

“Where's Jenny?”

Mr. Harris looked up.

“School.”

Cole smiled.

“On Sunday?”

“She's taking a weekend class.”

Cole nodded.

“Good.”

He sat down.

Mr. Harris poured coffee.

“You know,” the owner said, “you changed that girl.”

Cole shook his head.

“She changed herself.”

“You gave her a push.”

“Sometimes that's all people need.”

Mr. Harris smiled.

“Are you going to tell her?”

“Tell her what?”

“That you kept her from quitting.”

Cole shrugged.

“She doesn't need to know.”

“Why?”

“Because then she'd think she owed me something.”

Mr. Harris looked at him.

“You're a strange man, Cole.”

Cole smiled.

“Been called worse.”

Months passed.

Jenny graduated.

Not from college yet.

But from her first semester.

She came running into the diner one afternoon.

“I passed!”

Cole was in his usual booth.

He stood.

“You passed?”

“I got an A.”

He grinned.

“I knew you would.”

Jenny hugged him.

Cole froze.

Then slowly wrapped his arms around her.

For one brief second, something inside him broke.

Because he remembered another hug.

Lily.

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